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| Tuesday, September 10th, 2002 | | 5:44 am |
ya know. i used to think i was pretty hot shit by being in shorthanded. i mean, i thought it was rad, but i never really was an asshole to anyone because of it, yah know? and how could i not be proud? it had been a dream of mine for ahwhile to be in a band on tooth and nail records. i still even think it was cool. but in this past year my attitude has changed a ton, and i am slowely realizing how much shit people fed me to make me feel like as if i was really someone of importance, which was what i needed. but for some reason tonight i was compelled to start scoping through peoples journals on the date of the last show. and im not going to say whos. and ive really got to say its the biggest kick to the ego ive ever gotten. really hurts. i got so many people saying how good we were and treated me like as if i was an actual member and not just some dumbass kid who joined up for the last run. but i guess what people say and think are 2 completely different matters. how many people just thought i was some stupid kid from vancouver that got lucky and doesnt know what hard work is, just jumps into bands and gets lucky, and how he doesnt deserve it. and that had only worsened when i joined acceptance. its shocked me beyond belief some of the bullshit i read, because i can clearly remember the attitude and comments i got on those dates and from whom, and how different they are, just hurts real badly. im finally realizing my insignifigance. and how much more work i need to do to get to where i can have any sort of pride about my achievements. cause aparently, that wasnt enough. | | Saturday, September 7th, 2002 | | 4:00 pm |
| | Sunday, May 26th, 2002 | | 3:43 am |
| | Sunday, May 19th, 2002 | | 9:53 pm |
"They knew him, because they knew his failings." | | Thursday, May 16th, 2002 | | 11:27 pm |
SHORTFINGERED: dancewithme334: you have a stalker SHORTFINGERED: my first stalker *sniff* you always remember your first | | Wednesday, May 15th, 2002 | | 4:33 pm |
.:can you still feel the butterflies:.
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| | Tuesday, May 14th, 2002 | | 11:47 pm |
Needed something to clear my mind.
Ten bands/artists you couldn't live without: [1] ALL [2] Descendents [3] Finch [4] Elvis Costello [5] Social Distortion [6] U2 [7] Poison [8] Jimmy Eat World [9] Foo Fighters [10] Green Day (dookie) Eight movies you'd watch over and over: [1] Office Space [2] Donnie Darko [3] The Outsiders [4] American Beauty [5] American History X [6] Maverick [7] Spinal Tap [8] Star Wars Trilogy Seven things that annoy you: [1] Rap [2] Country [3] Yippie little dogs [4] White trash guys in hoopdie cars that always want to race [5] the term "Straight edge" [6] bands with X's at the ends and beginnings of their names [7] Madonna Six of your favorite songs at this moment: [1] "What it is to Burn" Finch [2] "If you dont, dont" Jimmy Eat World [3] "Mistaken" Save Ferris [4] That new Michelle Branch single. [5] "Boxcar" Stairwell [6] "Letter to Myself" Furthermore (lyrically) Five TV shows you watch regularly: [1] Late Night with Conan O'Brien [2] Tonight Show with Jay Leno [3] Everybody Loves Raymond [4] Frasier [5] The Osbournes Two people that have influenced your life the most: [1] Andy Wiseman [2] Matt Hannan One thing you could spend the rest of your life with: [1] a guitar | | Sunday, May 12th, 2002 | | 4:21 pm |
| | Saturday, May 11th, 2002 | | 2:56 am |
Like a bastard, I'm falling faster down to you...
wow, finch is so rad. saw em for the second night in a row tonight. better than last night too. it was funny, when i was there i hear Randy from finch yell at me "acceptance fucker!" and start laughing. it was hilarious. my mom was surprised and happy i came down today. i wasnt planning on it but then i just decided to come down and surprise her. good day today was. start guitars tomorrow in the studio. im excited. im gonna start getting the vision more of what aaron has when the guitars start to be layered on. im stoked i get to go to nashville for the mixing of the songs at the end of the month. i wasnt gonna be able to but my parents have a free plane ticket and theyre letting me use it. my first plane ride! woo hoo! if anyone wants to hang out this week e mail me or respond to this!!! | | Thursday, May 9th, 2002 | | 12:24 am |
RECORDING DAY TWO
started at 11am, ended at 9:30pm. long day, got 3 songs done. got 2 more to go on drums. friday is bass day with mr mike. drums sound SOO sick. im very happy. JR mcneely (guy whos mixing our record in nashville is SOO damn good. ask me and ill send you a song he did of a friend of mines band. its damn good. | | Wednesday, May 8th, 2002 | | 12:10 am |
| | Tuesday, May 7th, 2002 | | 1:09 am |
RECORDING DAY ONE
started at 10am today, i JUST got home about an hour ago...WHOA man this is gonna be a long 2 weeks. | | Monday, May 6th, 2002 | | 2:24 am |
im a loser baby, so why dont you....
1: youre too far away and dont seem interested 2: im not big enough of a rock star yet for you to like me. plus i dont know you well enough i guess. 3: youve got a boyfriend 4: youve got a boyfriend 5: interests/goals dont fit, too different 6: dont seem interested. seem uncomfortable talking to me, even for the 15 mins from airport 7: had you. you changed your mind while i was on tour 8: youre nuts and dont know what you want,only causes problems 9: way too distant and disinterested 10: "better off friends" 11: liked me because of my band status. and told me when we broke up. lame. 12: i smoke, so im not date-able and im going to hell for it 13: and all the rest is due to me being a wuss and not asking anyone out because i know the answer. "we dont click" youll say, or "i love you as a friend." spare me the speach | | Sunday, May 5th, 2002 | | 11:31 pm |
| | Friday, May 3rd, 2002 | | 2:42 am |
sometimes i wish i could help out more than i can. too far away. | | Thursday, May 2nd, 2002 | | 11:59 pm |
you always ignore me. or so it seems. i talk to you and you are always leaving. i like you a lot, but its not mutual. most likely at least. damnit. |
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